The warm autumn days have faded into the cool wetness to which we Portlanders are accustomed. Blue skies are gone, replaced by a constant thin greyness. And with the passing of the sun something else has gone away: my high spirits.
I’m generally a happy fellow. I like to believe I have a positive outlook on life, and am able to take things as they come. But about five years ago, I noticed something strange. The low-level depression that’s always been present beneath my happiness intensified. It became a dominant presence in my life. During the winter of 2004-2005, I was miserable.
Since then, this has become a recurring pattern: when the sun leaves and the rains set in, my mood and motivation crumble. It doesn’t happen all at once. In fact, it usually takes me a few weeks to realize how lethargic I’ve become. By then, it’s often too late. I’ll have reached a deep dark funk that overrides everything else.
That funk has me firmly in its grasp lately. I’m finally ready to admit it: I suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder. From the Wikipedia:
Seasonal affective disorder (SAD), also known as winter depression or winter blues, is a mood disorder in which people who have normal mental health throughout most of the year experience depressive symptoms in the winter or, less frequently, in the summer, repeatedly, year after year. The US National Library of Medicine notes that “some people experience a serious mood change when the seasons change. They may sleep too much, have little energy, and crave sweets and starchy foods. They may also feel depressed. Though symptoms can be severe, they usually clear up.”
In my case, the symptoms seem to be becoming more severe with each passing year. It’s not a good thing. Earlier this week, I was trapped in a downward spiral of despair. Fortunately, I recognized my problem and have begun to take steps to correct it. How? Here are ten techniques I use to deal with season affective disorder and mild depression:
- Exercise. Exercise — especially outdoor exercise — can be a tremendous mood enhancer. Regular exercise helps to fight depression. When we exercise, our body releases endorphins, which help to reduce stress, boost self-esteem, and improve sleep.
- Get outside. For reasons that aren’t clear to me, spending time outside elevates my mood. Taking time to work in the yard, or to take a walk in the neighborhood, or simply to sit on the porch watching the birds can have a calming effect. It’s very meditative.
- Use light therapy. When I was suffering from the winter blues last year, my friend Amy Jo loaned me her lightbox, a small portable lamp designed to replicate “full-spectrum” light. Believe it or not, research indicates this is an effective treatment for SAD. The Mayo Clinic writes: “Light therapy mimics outdoor light and causes a biochemical change in your brain that lifts your mood, relieving symptoms of seasonal affective disorder.” Though skeptical at first, I found the lamp effective. So effective, in fact, that I ordered one for myself yesterday morning, and didn’t even flinch at the cost. It may be expensive, but I’m absolutely willing to pay in order to alleviate this depression.
- Take St. John’s wort. St. John’s wort is a traditional natural remedy used to treat depression. Though it’s been used for this purpose for centuries, modern science has shown it’s no more effective than a placebo. Despite this, I’ve found that using it does help improve my mood. (I have to use it for a couple of weeks before I notice a difference, though.) I realize that I may just be experiencing a placebo effect, but I’m okay with that.
- Socialize. I am, at heart, a social person. When the winter comes, I have less contact with friends and family. In fact, since I’ve been working at home, I have very little contact with anyone. I’ve begun to notice the impact on my mental health. One way to combat seasonal affective disorder is to simply get out of the house to socialize with other people.
- Eat right. I’ve found that when I’m glum, it’s especially important to maintain a healthy diet. If I lapse into sugary junk food — candy, cookies, cake — my brain becomes muddled. When combined with my existing blue mood, junk food can send me into a downward spiral. Instead, I try to emphasize foods that promote alertness and mental energy: fish (especially salmon), blueberries, whole grains, vegetables, and nuts.
- Avoid alcohol. There is a strong relationship between alcohol and depression. Each can lead to the other. I’ve noticed for myself that when I drink during the winter, I’m much more likely to feel down. The solution? I try to avoid alcohol!
- Sleep well. Research indicates that there’s a relationship between seasonal affective disorder and sleep quality. Those who suffer from SAD often find their circadian rhythm needs to be tweaked. Smart sleep habits can help.
- Move to the music. Like many people, I’ve found that I can manipulate my mood with music. Before my hard drive crashed recently, I had several iTunes playlists specifically created to lead me from the blues to a better place. I’ve found that by starting with mournful music that matches my mood, I can subtly lead my mind to a better state by ramping up the tempo and themes of the songs. By the end of one of these playlists, I always feel better.
- Read a motivational book. Self-help books get a bad rap. Some of this is deserved, but it’s not fair to classify them all as lame. I’ve found some excellent books with tips and advice that get me pumped up and feeling better about myself. One of my perennial favorites is Dale Carnegie’s How to Win Friends and Influence People. If I’m feeling down, that book can lift me up.
It’s been a rough week for me as I’ve struggled to fight off this depression. To be frank: it sucks. But after a couple of days moping around the house, I finally realized what the problem was, and I took action.
I got out of the house and went for a walk. I went to the gym. I had dinner with friends. I stopped snacking and began focusing on the foods I should be eating. I’ve been reading a motivational book (Feeling Good by David Burns) and listening to uptempo music (XM 81).
I don’t know if I’ll be able to beat these winter blues, but I’m going to give it a shot. I already feel much better today than I have all week.








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When I did my first bodybuilding show (in February 01), I had to go tanning for the first time. I was pretty skeptical at first – tanning seemed to be high on the list of unhealthy things to be doing. Once I got into that chamber I realized how poor my mood had turned. 8 weeks of strict dieting, socializing only briefly at the gym each day, before heading to class or the library all day, and no comfort food had its affects. The tanning made me incredibly happy. I was warm, everything was bright, I could smell the cocobutter of the lotion – all was right with the world. As generic music played, all I could think of was great times in the sun, surf, and sand beachside with friends. Each tanning session elevated my mood.
These days well past competing I remember that. Whenever I get the winder blues I head to do a quick 5 minute session in the tanning bed and my mood shows it.
Something you didn’t mention is Vitamin D. Supplements have been shown in some preliminary studies to help with SAD, and are recommended by the Canadian Cancer Society for winter time. Very cheap, and seem to be helping me this year.
Also a note for the ladies – St. John’s Wort and birth control pills don’t mix.
JD – about 5 years ago I gave a hospital talk about alternative medicine for lab week and I remember from that talk, that there were several studies that showed St. John’s Wort to be as effective for mild depression as anti-depressants. One of the problem with herbal remedies is that there is NO federal regulation on them. That means the quantity and quality of the pills you buy can vary tremendously from brand to brand and even lot to lot. In one study, 10% of ginko biloba pill brands tested had NO detectable ginko biloba in them! This could also seriously effect study results, too. For more serious depression, St. John’s Wort is probably not a good option.
@Beverly Supplements – tanning beds ARE horrible for your health! Melanoma has one of the fastest rising cancer rates in the US, with a current lifetime risk of 1 in 70 (one out of every 70 Americans will get melanoma). Use a light box and get a spray tan!
After 4 years of Chicago winters, where the sun sets at 4:30 in the afternoon and the wind never stops blowing off the lake, I realized that I was developing a pretty wicked case of SAD.
I’ve come to similar conclusions about what I need to stay functional during the winter. I wrote up my suggestions in the negative: 7 Things to NOT Do If You Have Seasonal Affective Disorder.
Dr. Pam stole my line about the tanning beds and cancer. Smart she is.
I’m living a lot of work stress this year, and well, I’m off routine and I can feel it in my mood. These are great tips. I’m trying vitamin D and I got a full spectrum light for my office. (I get the blahs around end of September and I won’t shake it until the snow falls.) This week is back on plan.
All to say, another great post. Much appreciated
Great comprehensive post! I don’t think I usually suffer from this, but living in Minnesota I have plenty of chances to. This winter could be interesting too.
I have the same problem which is why I live in Texas. Giant blue sky year round, makes all the difference for me. Not everyone is free to relocate but if you can you would see a change for the better.
Vitamin D!
For me it was the winter of 2005/2006.
I am on the road a lot – I remember having a hard time leaving my hotel in Portland. I had some days off and just stayed in the room until it got dark and then went out for food. (Not one to starve myself)
Last winter I tried D3 (1000mg) I found it to help me rather imediately . Now I go for the 2000mg Natural Factors.
I still fear those feelings but I feel much more motivated. Shop around and – I can get 90 pills for 8.95 at the PCC. That is some cheap antidepressant.
Exercise is the best cure eh!
xm81 is the best!! Also, check out alldancehits in your itunes radio under electronic. always a mood booster!
Congratulations on being able to recognize this in yourself and be proactive! We just had three days of grey rain and our first cold weather (well it is november), and by sunday night I was a brooding wreck. Fortunately, there’s sun today and I’m going to be sitting in our south-facing living room soaking it up.
Thanks for posting this, JD – and thanks also for your comment, Nat, about being blue until the snow falls. My husband and I both love brisk winter weather and snow, but we’ve both been in the absolute dumps for the last few weeks: we’re both working and in school, and this fall has been both stressful and glum for us. (This past week has also had some sort of post-election blues involved, too – I was pretty involved in a couple of campaigns, and I’m relieved that they’re over but that was a good diversion for me).
We had a long talk last night about what we should do, and four of the things you listed were our tops: exercise more, cook real meals at home more, change our sleep patterns slightly and get out and socialize more often (we’ve been staying at home all the time because we’re tired and bummed out, rather than taking advantage of our great city). I’m also taking cod liver oil pills for Vitamin D, which did help last year.
It’s really good to know we’re not alone in this… and I might look into one of those lights for my windowless office. Thanks for the tips!
Thanks, everyone, for your suggestions, especially on Vitamin D. I’ll check that out.
It’s grey and rainy and miserable outside today, but I don’t feel blue. I had a great weekend. I worked hard, but I also took time to enjoy myself. The sun peaked through the clouds on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, so I went outside to take a walk. I listened to my teeny-bopper dance music as I strolled. I spent time with friends (and have a lunch appointment with a friend today). In other words, I’m following my own advice.
All the same, I can’t wait for my lightbox to arrive!
J.D. (or anyone else here), do you have any recommendations for good full-spectrum lights? I’m thinking about getting one for my office. They are not cheap so I want to find one that is well-reviewed and will last for years! Thanks.
I grew up in Boston and suffered from SAD. I went through 5 or 6 winters with it. I didn’t realize how bad it was until I moved to Arizona and wow… what a difference. I feel better than I’ve ever felt in my life. Apparently even the summers in Boston don’t compare to the quality of Phoenix sunshine.
I spent one winter in Boston after I had moved to Phoenix and was put on a low dose of Wellbutrin (sp?) before the depression set in and it was a life saver.
Cara-The light I loaned to JD was one made by Apollo Health. It is the same one he links to above. I did quite a bit of research before purchasing it and Apollo seemed to be highly recommended. I’ve been very happy with the light. Check your insurance–it might cover it if you can get your Dr to write a prescription for it! Part of mine was covered, thankfully.
A great resource, and really not just for women, is the book When Your Body Gets the Blues:
http://www.thebodyblues.com/solution.html
The book recommends three things to fight what the author calls the “body blues,” which seems similar to SAD: (1) exercise, preferably outdoors; (2) light; and (3) a combination of vitamins.